I love that you’re here. Intimaseed is a dream coming true for me and your engagement and support is undoubtedly purposed. It is my hope and prayer that the seeded fruit of my intimacy with God is useful unto your relationship with Him, as wood for the fire that should burn in each of us for His name’s sake.

About My Faith

I believe that the Most High God, who is also the creator of human beings, the earth, and the heavens, has manifested himself in many ways to humankind, chiefly as The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.

I believe that the man many refer to as Jesus Christ, was the Word of God, incarnate, and was put to death and raised from the dead so that mankind, born with a sinful nature, may also become children of God and inherit eternal life.

I believe that God created us to be a part of a pure loving relationship. He showed us what pure love was in the suffering and crucifixion of Jesus. “Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.” Therefore, true love requires sacrifice which required us to have free will to choose God above self and all else – to willingly lay down our lives that we may be eternally bound to his side.

My Testimony

I’m a born creative. I wrote my first poem at the age of 6 and I loved to draw. Growing up, I’d fantasize about being an interior designer, a graphic designer, or even a fashion designer, but I was too afraid to go to school for my passion, fearful of being a “starving artist.”

After graduating with a Bachelor’s in Finance and a minor in management information systems, I had no internship, no aim, and no hope. I (quite literally) found myself trying to make music in a studio in Trenton, New Jersey. With full access and authority to record myself, I spent a lot of time there alone and started to wonder, ‘if a lot of people were listening to me, what would I want to say?’ For me, it was the beginning of pondering purpose, a breeding ground for the pursuit of God.

I wasn’t raised in a church, but Christianity was the only religion I was ever exposed to and I knew they believed in a heaven for believers. That was the only reason I began my search for God in the Bible. I figured I’d start there and research other religions in my quest for the truth of who God was and why I exist. God made himself known to me and I didn’t feel the need to look anywhere else.

I spent months researching the Bible online as I read through it from Genesis, drilling down to the original Hebrew to understand things that didn’t make sense. I visited websites purposed for listing contradictions in the Bible and watched videos about why Jesus was not the Son of God. There were always holes in their theories. Through clinical research, I started to believe that the Bible was true and that the God of the Bible is the Most High God.

One night, on my way home from a revival I was envisioning droves of people walking to eternal fire, the walking dead. I heard a voice, that was not my own, telling me to “tell them.” At that moment it hit me, that God is real and that people don’t know because they are being deceived.

For months, I spent many sleepless nights plotting and planning on how I could deliver the message, the truth that God was real. Throughout that time, He ministered to my heart, a love story of how He made us to belong to him, for closeness. He unfolded within me, an understanding of the deity of Christ, to the point where I feel like it’s written in my DNA that I belong to Him.

I’ve experienced God – I’ve known him and been known by him. One time in fasting and prayer, something told me that that the close walk I desired to have with God would be lonely. And I cried. I bawled actually. From then on I was slowly given over to the desire to belong to a man and a fear of life without a husband.

Eventually, I met someone who loved me in a way I had yet to experience. He proposed to me within the first couple of months and less than a year later I was pregnant. I ended up having to cancel our wedding before our son was born.

As a single mother I’ve been under relentless attack from the enemy, fiery darts of shame and disgrace impaired my boldness, stifled my compulsion to testify of our Holy Father. But lo and behold, his attacks have driven me right back into a close embrace with God!

Now here I am, full circle, no husband, but a baby instead, pursuing my passion, fully dependent on God, and ever grateful for this close walk with him!